Hey, it's Deana. Whenever I want to make cute posts to my perfect boyfriend, Jeremy, I'll post them here. LUHV MEH JERRR~
hey there Jeremy. ugh. I suck at writing long posts and I’m on my iPod so this is going to be kind of short. but, here it goes. Jeremy, you’ve made me so happy these past 2 months and I love you so much. you’re so amazing and so perfect. you should really try to go online more because I miss you so much. I love it when we have those cute conversations and then they turn into funny conversations. we can act like best friends and boyfriend and girlfriend. which is amazing. I love how funny you are and how cute you are and how sweet you are and I love it when you spam me sometimes on aim. basically. I love everything you do. you make me smile, laugh, and blush so much. just getting to talk to you makes my day. I know that we barely talk but summer is just about a month away. and if we’re still dating by then (hopefully we will be) then we’ll be able to talk more.
I love you Jeremy. these past 2 months have been amazing.
-Le insert kissing gif here-
whale. it’s Deana… obviously. I just wanted to make another post for my wonderful boyfriend. I made that sidebar image btw. ISN’T IT PERFECT JER? lol anyway. I should probably start writing because I have to do a bunch of homework.
Homework loves it when I do it… I don’t even like doing it tho. Homework is a slut. Okay. Like… omg let’s not even get into this.
So like… these messages you sent me, they made me smile. and I want them to stay in my ask so I’m going to answer them here. lol.
They’re backwards btw so the bottom question thing you sent is the first answer. lol~
You’re the best boyfriend I’ve ever had. I mean it too. You’re cute, you’re funny, you’re sweet, you can make me smile.. just.. I love everything about you. I wish I could be with you everyday, just to hang out. You know, like, watch movies on the couch, cuddling. Or going to the beach. Or just a date at the park. It’d be nice. But no, time zones and school have to be cockblocks. Ugh, I swear. One day we’re going to meet and I’m going to give you the biggest hug ever, then we’re going to go to the park or somewhere and have a nice date, and.. end the night with a kiss.
Let’s show the world how cute you are, okay?
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Let’s just get married. Like, now. I honestly am in love with you, I mean it. I love you so much, so fucking much. I don’t know what I’d do without you. You’re the only reason why I’m still alive. I don’t know. I’ve lost my strength, and I guess my only reason for living is you. Whenever I get depressed, I just listen to music and look at some messages you sent me, or some IMs you sent me. Then I feel better. You make me feel so good about myself..
Anyway, I hate it, not getting to talk to each other much. Hopefully, we’ll still be dating when it’s summer, so that way we’ll be able to talk more. I honestly don’t want us to break up, ever. This might sound weird or crazy, but, you’re the one I want to marry..
OH. And btw you should switch your icon back to that picture of you. Because I think you’re a cutie, hehe.
.. I wanted to make this post be funny but that didn’t happen, ahah.
Well, I love you, so much. Jeremy, you’re honestly the best thing that’s ever happened to me. I never want to lose you. I’m listening to this song and it makes me think of you.. just, look at the lyrics, they relate a lot. Every time I listen to it, I’m like, “Jeremy…” and then I smile a bit. Don’t judge me.
“You’re all I want, you’re all I need. You’re everything..”
I love you, please never forget that..
Well, it’s not Valentines day yet. But still. If you didn’t already know yet, it’s Deana, making a Valentines day present for my perfect boyfriend. You see that date up there? 1/27/12? Yeah. That’s when he and I started dating. I don’t really know what to say now. I’m kind of procrastinating because I have to do so many other things. Anyway. Tomorrow’s Valentines day and I wanted to do something special. So, I made this blog and now I’m making this note. I really don’t know where to start. Oh and Jer, if SGA sends you a message telling you that my vagina smells like eggs.. just.. just ignore it. LOL.
Okay. So now I’ll start the note. Jeremy, you’re perfect. I love everything about you. You’re cute, you’re adorable, you can make me smile, you can make me laugh. You’re the best thing I’ve ever even had. We first met on September 1st, 2011. You came into my ask and left a message saying, “I love you like a love song baby..” and I replied with this wonderful gif:
And from that day on, we were best friends. Then about 2 days later, I realized that I was falling for you. I fell for you hard, and I fell fast. I didn’t want to tell you though, because I think you had a girlfriend. So I just kept my feelings to myself. A couple days later, I saw people sending you messages saying, “I ship you and thatalexrussoanon” or “You should date Alex” or “I ship jalex” and I would be like, “erjfnekjfe;rfmelrfkme;rf” and then I got a message saying, “date him already” but I said, “he and I are just best friends.” The only reason why I said that was because I didn’t know that you felt the same way. I didn’t know that you liked me too. Then I went on your blog and saw a post saying, “-le whatever the title was- me and alex are just best friends, I love her and all but.. -then whatever you said next” and that broke me into pieces. My heart fell apart. I acted like it didn’t matter to me, I would send you messages saying, “Don’t you think it’s weird that people ship us together?” I only sent those messages so you would think that I was fine with us not being together. I thought that you only thought of ‘Jalex’ as a joke or something. Weeks passed, we stopped talking for about a month.. it was the worst month of my life. Then you sent me a message saying, “Hey Alex” (or something like that) and I got upset. I don’t know why. I guess I was just reminded of us. We got into a little fight that day. Then we stopped talking again for a couple weeks. Then you switched from being a Justin anon to being a Jason Deeps anon. I went to your ask and I spammed you. I sent you a message saying, “Don’t you think it’s awkward that I used to like you?” and you replied with, “okay, this is weird now because I used to have a big ass crush on you.” then we started talking about it. I don’t regret sending you that message. I’m happy that I told you, so fucking happy. If I hadn’t told you, then we might not be together at this very moment. We liked each other all along, we just didn’t tell each other. I’ve actually been in love with you since the beginning.
Well anyway, I think you’re amazing. So, so, so, so, amazing. I’m going to show everyone how adorable you are, okay, then I’m going to keep talking.
I’m lol-ing at your icon btw. jnkrjtngrjng omg.
-then you le asked me out- I couldn’t screencap it because my ipod is stupid.
so* LOL
and then I think this is you in your icon~
Okay, so. You’re amazing. You make me smile, blush, and laugh so much. We don’t get to talk much because of time zones and school. erfjnerkfjn. I miss you so much and I love you so much. Everything about you makes me crazy. This song is our song, okay? I seriously want to marry you one day.. don’t judge me, okay. You’re my prince charming. I love you.. actually, I’m in love with you. I’ve always been in love with you..
I think about you all the time. Sometimes I catch myself smiling because I’m thinking of you. The day you asked me out.. best. day. ever. I’ve been waiting for so long, so fucking long, to be able to call you mine.
So many times I thought that I was in love.. but I wasn’t. I truly am I love with you, though. You give me that feeling, that one special feeling that no one else has ever even given to me.
You’re perfect. If I could choose to be with anyone in the whole wide world, I’d still choose you. I mean, sure, Justin Bieber is cute, and funny. Logan Lerman is cute. But you, you’re perfect, cute, adorable, funny.. everything I’ve been looking for. I couldn’t ask for anyone better.
I love you, so much.
Love, Deana.
